In the third year of being kept by Liam Sterling, I got pregnant. Lying in his arms, I asked, "Do you want a child?" He looked at me with disdain. "No, I hate kids." "I'm with a man, why would I want a child?" "I will never have children in my life." Disappointed, I hid the ultrasound report. He didn't know that intersex people could get pregnant too. To keep the child, I ran away. While I was nursing my pregnancy in a rental apartment, Liam smashed the door open, his eyes red as he questioned me: "We have a child, such a joyous thing, why did you hide it from me?" 1 Liam was excessively rough tonight. Fierce beyond reason. The cause was a party he took me to earlier in the evening. At the party, someone offered me a drink. Not knowing his true intentions and thinking he was Liam's friend, I chatted with him for a bit. I took the drink and was about to sip it. Liam appeared just in time and splashed the drink on the guy's face. Only then did I know the drink was drugged. "Baby, you drink whatever anyone hands you?" "I saw you chatting so happily with him. What were you talking about?" "Were you going to leave with him?" "Hmm? Answer me." Liam wasn't rushing, thrusting with each question. My hands gripped the sheets tightly. I couldn't form a complete sentence. Tears soaked my cheeks. Liam wiped them away, kissed my lips, and asked, "Why are you crying?" "If I hadn't been watching, do you know what would have happened to you tonight?" A flash of ruthlessness passed through his eyes. Actually, I was scared too. But also very wronged. I turned my head and defended myself, "I thought he was your friend." "People at these gatherings are not easily offended." Liam chuckled lightly and turned my chin to face him. "You belong to Liam Sterling. You don't need to fear offending anyone." "Understood?" I nodded slightly. Liam lowered his head to kiss me as a reward. The kiss traveled down from my collarbone. The coldness was wrapped in heat. Liam suddenly looked up in surprise, "Baby, do you feel they've gotten bigger recently?" I closed my eyes in shame. Liam noticed it after all. Will he be disgusted? My already abnormal body had started undergoing some strange changes recently. I asked nervously in a small voice, "Do... do you not like it?" He turned up the lights and examined me carefully. Uncomfortable under his scrutiny, I curled my toes. He suddenly reached out. I gasped. He looked up, smiling ambiguously, "Baby, who said I didn't like it?" "Our Zhen really gives surprises." 2 When I woke up the next day, Liam had already left for work. My T-shirt rubbed against the swollen skin on my chest. It hurt. My legs were sore as if I had run an 800-meter race. I lay on the bed, not wanting to move. I opened my phone and scrolled randomly. A local news item popped up on the homepage. The young master of a certain group was arrested for suspected illegal activities. Looking closely at the photo, wasn't this the guy who offered me a drink last night? It was obvious Liam was behind this. Whenever this happens, I get the illusion that Liam loves me. But I know clearly. He doesn't. He just hates others coveting his things. Even if it's just a thought without action, it's not allowed. Like a pet, I am his possession. When Liam came home from work, he scooped me into his arms. When his hand touched a certain spot, I grunted. Liam: "Does it hurt a lot?" I nodded. Liam turned up the AC temperature and commanded: "The fabric of your clothes is too rough. Take it off." I refused to move. He doesn't really care about me. It's just to satisfy his bad taste. He said slowly, "Do you want me to help you personally?" Reluctantly, I took it off. Liam stared at me with burning eyes. I turned my back to him awkwardly. A minute later, he held my shoulders and turned me around. He held a tube of ointment: "Applying medicine for you." The process was tormenting and slow. Finally, it ended, and I was sweating all over. Just as I wanted to get up, a wave of nausea hit me. I rushed to the toilet. Retched for a while but nothing came out. Liam followed, pulled out a tissue to wipe my mouth: "Ate something bad?" "Probably." At night, Liam just simply held me to sleep. Thinking of the recent body changes, I became more and more panicked and uneasy. I didn't eat anything bad. But recently I always felt nauseous. The next day, I went to the hospital for a checkup. The doctor calmly told me: You are pregnant. This news was like a bolt from the blue, leaving me stunned on the spot. Couldn't move a muscle. The doctor said solemnly: "Early pregnancy, intercourse is dangerous." Walking out of the hospital, my steps were unsteady. I am a man. I actually got pregnant. Can intersex people get pregnant too? I couldn't help but laugh at myself. Laughing and laughing, tears flowed out. I really am becoming more and more like a monster. 3 Liam came home before getting off work. He pushed open the bedroom door hurriedly: "Yu Zhen, did you go to the hospital? Where are you uncomfortable?" I poked my head out of the quilt and replied: "Gastroenteritis, the doctor prescribed medicine." Liam frowned and took out his phone: "I'll ask the family doctor to come and have a look." I quickly stopped him: "I'm fine, I'm sleepy, want to sleep." Liam took a shower and got into bed to hold me. His warm hand rubbed my belly gently. A pang of sorrow in my heart. What if Liam knew I was pregnant? I dare not tell him. After all, we are in an improper relationship. I was raised by my grandma. Since birth, my parents said I was a monster, neither male nor female. Grandma didn't despise me, raised me up, and supported my schooling. She held the thin me and said pityingly: "Our Zhen is not a child without promise." I was diligent and hardworking in my studies. Swearing to make something of myself in the future and repay Grandma well. But in my sophomore year, Grandma suddenly fell seriously ill. Surgery and follow-up treatment required a huge sum of money. I found my parents, they were traveling with my healthy and normal younger brother. Seeing me, Dad took a few steps back. Impatiently said: "We don't have that much money, figure it out yourself." "Your grandma raised you so big, it's time for you to repay her." To earn money, I did various part-time jobs. Tutoring, handing out flyers, delivering food. Finally found out that being a waiter in a clubhouse makes money fast. Because when rich people are happy, they give a lot of tips. But even if they are happy, they won't treat us as human beings. That night shift. I was dragged into an empty private room by a pot-bellied middle-aged man. When he tried to force his dirty thing into my mouth. Liam broke in and beat the guy to a pulp. His friend joked: "What a hero saving the beauty." "Liam, weren't you looking for a man to piss off your old man? I think this one is quite suitable." Liam looked down at me and asked: "Will you follow me?" I shook my head vigorously. "One million a month." My eyes widened instantly. Grandma couldn't wait any longer. With one million. She could have the surgery and stay in a better ward. I nodded. 4 Liam paid quickly. The money arrived the next day. Our first time was at Liam's house. I dawdled in the shower, unwilling to come out. I was afraid he would regret it after seeing my body. Would make me return the one million. While I was lost and bewildered in the bathroom, Liam pushed the door open impatiently. I hurriedly covered myself. But Liam saw it. His gaze was surprised and inquiring. "You..." I apologized frantically: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you." "That one million, can I pay back in installments..." In desperation, I grabbed a piece of clothing to cover myself. Putting it on, I realized it was Liam's white shirt. His gaze lingered on my white legs. Adam's apple bobbed. "Take it off." ... Liam didn't despise me, didn't think I was a monster. On the contrary, he caressed me like a treasure. He always said my body was beautiful. Besides the monthly one million, I often received expensive gifts from him. I was overwhelmed by the favor. Unable to repay, I could only be very cooperative with him every time. This went on for three years. I went from a college student to a full-time manga artist. Along the way, Liam has always been helping and encouraging me. We are much like the loving couple in my manga. But I know the gap between us is like heaven and earth. Someone like me only deserves to stay by his side as a canary. Now that I'm pregnant, what should I do? Abort it? 5 Pregnancy symptoms became more obvious. Besides lethargy and vomiting. Changes in certain parts became bigger. I was uncomfortable, so Liam only held me to sleep recently. But his hands were not honest. "Baby, why did they get bigger again?" His expression turned serious, staring at me: "Hmm?" "Did you take any medicine?" "No random intake." "Did you hear me?" I nodded repeatedly. I didn't take any medicine. The doctor said this is a normal reaction to pregnancy. And different changes will occur with the pregnancy. I struggled every day. To my surprise, apart from the initial panic and uneasiness. I started talking to the little life in my belly. This is my child. Apart from Grandma, the person closest to me in this world. I started looking forward to its arrival. I was uncomfortable these days, so Liam turned down social engagements. Came home early every day to accompany me. He is so good to me, maybe he will accept this child? I planned to probe him indirectly after he came home. Unfortunately, he called me saying he had a social engagement he couldn't push tonight. I was used to him holding me to sleep. He wasn't here tonight, I tossed and turned. Took out my phone to scroll through Moments, just happened to see a video. Caption: Someone rekindling old romance with their white moonlight! This person is Liam's friend, added me at a gathering once. In the video, Liam was talking to a man I hadn't seen before. That man looked noble, smiling brightly. His brows and eyes looked a bit like mine at first glance. What does rekindling old romance mean? I watched the video twice. When preparing to watch the third time, found the video deleted. Liam came home at 2 AM. Smelling of alcohol. After showering, he scooped me into his arms as usual. I pretended to be asleep. My lips were lightly touched by Liam's.
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