You Called It a Joke, So Why Aren't You Laughing?

In my past life, my mother was moved by her own self-righteous love. During my SATs, she slipped an "encouraging" note into my pencil case, causing me to be disqualified for cheating. It wasn't until right before I died that I found out the whole thing was my cousin's idea. Reborn, I swore to change my destiny and never repeat the same mistakes. They all said my cousin was just "playing a joke" on me. Well, I'm going to return those jokes to them, one by one. What's wrong? Why aren't any of you laughing now? 1 When my husband cheated on me and beat me, I begged my mother for support. Instead, she said, "It's because you're useless. You can't even keep your own man." "So he cheats on me and abuses me, and it's somehow my fault?" She continued, "Well... you can only blame yourself for being a bad judge of character." I finally snapped. "You were the one who forced me to marry him!" My mother looked at me in absolute shock. "If you didn't want to get married, could I have forced you? Everything was your own choice. Don't blame your failed life on me." For a moment, I was speechless. She knew better than anyone exactly when my life started to derail. That year, I was a guaranteed lock for the Ivy League. But during the first section of the SATs, I found a piece of paper in my pencil case that didn't belong to me. I forced myself to stay calm and waited until the exam was over to open it. Inside was a single line written in my mother's handwriting: "Honey, pay close attention to the details." She had never cared about my grades before. She didn't care about my life at school, dedicating all her love and attention to my cousin, Savannah. Yet, she chose the most critical exam of my life to pull a stunt like this. I thought I had dodged a bullet. But after all the subjects were completed, someone reported me. After an investigation, I was ruled guilty of cheating, and all my scores were canceled. I checked the answer keys online afterward. My raw score was high enough to get me into the top-tier university of my dreams. But everything was destroyed because of her self-indulgent "encouragement." Because of a cheating violation, I lost the chance to retake the exams. I was forced to hustle in the real world with only a high school diploma, hitting a brick wall at every turn. My cheating scandal became their favorite dinnertime gossip. I could never escape it; it defined me in their eyes for years. After my father passed away, my mother guilt-tripped me relentlessly, weaponizing my duty as a daughter until I gave in and married the man she picked out for me: Travis. And yet, she claimed this was all my choice? When Travis hit me, she urged me to keep the peace, telling me not to make a mountain out of a molehill, completely ignoring the bruises on my body. Once, when I fled back to my childhood home, she actually welcomed Travis inside with a massive smile, cooked his favorite meal, and urged us to make up quickly. When I discovered his affairs and demanded a divorce, her only response was to blame me for failing to keep a man happy. My heart completely died. I stopped expecting any support from her. But right before I packed my bags to leave, I overheard her on the phone with Savannah. "Do you think Avery will really hate me?" my mom asked. "Why would she? You caused her SAT scores to be canceled back then, and she forgave you for that, didn't she? This is exactly the same," Savannah replied. My mother's voice trembled slightly. "I caused it? But you were the one who told me to do it! You reported her! And you were the one who introduced Travis to her!" Savannah feigned surprise. "But Auntie, didn't you ask me how to keep her from moving far away for college? I was just making a joke." It was only then that I realized my entire life wasn't destroyed by bad luck or fate. It was orchestrated by them. I drove away in a daze, completely hollowed out, and got into a fatal car crash. When I opened my eyes again, I was back in my senior year of high school. Maybe even God couldn't stand watching my pathetic, laughable life anymore. Reborn, I swore to never repeat the same mistakes. 2 I had forgotten a lot of the minor details, but the events that ruined my life were burned into my memory. You could say the tragedy of my high school years started exactly here. When Hunter blocked my path in the hallway, I secretly thought to myself, Here we go. With an arrogant, rebellious smirk, he pointed at me like he was granting me a royal favor. "Hey. You're not bad. Wanna go out with me?" My vow to never repeat my mistakes starts right now. Gasps and whispers erupted from the students around us. In the crowd, I locked eyes with Savannah. She was too young back then; she didn't know how to hide the look in her eyes. A look of pure, gloating schadenfreude. I looked up at Hunter and smiled brightly. "Sure." He didn't get the "flattered and overwhelmed" reaction he expected. He was taken aback, but quickly recovered. He laughed exaggeratedly, looking me up and down with utter disdain. "Actually, looking at you again, you're not that pretty. And your personality is boring. Let's break up." The crowd immediately understood. This was all just a "joke." The envious looks from the girls instantly morphed into mockery, laughing at me for not knowing my place and thinking I actually had a shot with a rich kid like Hunter. But my reaction still didn't give them the satisfaction they wanted. I kept my bright smile. "Sure." My tone didn't even shift. Looking at me, it seemed like I genuinely didn't care. Savannah walked over, linking her arm through mine, pretending to be worried. "Avery, you don't have to act like this. I know you're hurting. After all, you've had a crush on him for..." The moment those words left her mouth, everyone was convinced I was just saving face and dying inside. I brushed her hand off and waved at Brody, who was standing in the crowd. "A bet's a bet. Three thousand bucks, please." Everyone in the hallway froze, including Savannah. She couldn't figure out how the humiliation trap she orchestrated had suddenly flipped. Brody came from old money; three grand was nothing to him. "I don't have cash on me. I'll Venmo you later." Then he turned to Hunter. "Did you team up with her to scam me? You just cost me three grand. You're paying for the pool tables today." 3 Hunter finally realized what was happening and glared at me furiously. "You played me?" I shrugged. "Don't look at me like that. Weren't you using me for a bet too? Consider this a win-win." Yes, Hunter's public confession was nothing but a cruel bet. He bet that I wouldn't reject him. In my past life, my rejection severely bruised his fragile ego. Afterward, he started aggressively and publicly pursuing me. From start to finish, he only cared about his own amusement, completely ignoring how his actions affected me. He brought me endless, suffocating trouble. Not to mention his army of fan-girls, who thought I was playing hard to get and relentlessly bullied me. I had begged my mother for help, but Savannah got to her first. Savannah convinced her that I was being indecent and trying to seduce boys at school. My mother called me shameless and said that instead of going to college, I should just find a man to marry early. But thinking back on it now, what did any of that have to do with me? It was a completely unprovoked disaster. I stepped closer to Hunter and whispered. "I didn't want to do this, but you came after me first. I was just acting in self-defense. "You're not going to be a sore loser and send people to mess with me, are you?" I knew that by saying it out loud, regardless of what he originally planned, his pride wouldn't let him stoop that low now. Enduring his furious, fiery glare, I casually started digging a pit for Savannah. "Just a little secret between us—someone tipped me off today just to watch you make a fool of yourself. Instead of glaring at me, you should probably figure out who suggested you use me for your bet, and who secretly leaked the plan so I could use you as a pawn." Exactly. If I hadn't known about the bet, how could I have prepared so perfectly to publicly embarrass him? Seeing the realization dawn on his face, I smiled with deep satisfaction. Savannah. In our past life, you orchestrated this entire nightmare from the shadows and then faded into the background, keeping your hands perfectly clean. When I finally found out the truth and told my mother, she brushed it off with a casual, "It was just a joke." My suffering, my misery, my ruined life—all dismissed as a "joke." A joke? Savannah, let's see if you're still laughing in this lifetime. 4 When Savannah came looking for me later, I was memorizing SAT vocabulary. In my past life, after my college dreams were destroyed, I threw all these books away. If I had known I'd get a second chance, I would have studied them religiously every single day. She stormed into my room and violently swept everything off my desk, scattering my books across the floor. "Avery! What the hell did you say to Hunter?! Why did he come to me threatening to make my life a living hell?!" My parents rushed into the room right behind her. My mother looked at me, her eyes full of disappointment. "Avery, how could you team up with outsiders to bully your own cousin?" When I suffered, it was just my cousin playing a joke. When she suffers, it's me teaming up with outsiders to bully her. I looked at the mess on the floor, my heart completely at peace. I had long since accepted the fact that I would never be the favorite. I calmly told them the truth. I just received a tip-off and flipped the script when I was being mocked. "It was just a harmless joke. Did you really need to be so cruel to your own family?" my dad said. A joke. Do I look like I'm laughing? I feigned perfect innocence. "What does this have to do with Savannah? I only told Hunter that I was grateful someone gave me a heads-up so we were even. I didn't say anything else! "Were your friends just playing a joke on you, Savannah, but you misunderstood?" They were left speechless. Savannah stamped her foot in frustration and stormed out. Before my parents left the room, I asked if they could install a lock on my door. They refused. My room used to have a lock, but they took it off years ago. In this house, I wasn't even allowed to close my bedroom door all the way. They could barge in whenever they wanted, without knocking, treating my personal space like a public hallway. That was also why I never kept a diary. Rather than treating me like their child, it felt more like I was their property. I didn't need to have my own thoughts or opinions; I just needed to obey. That was why, when I expressed my desire to go to an out-of-state university in my past life, my mother was willing to destroy my future just to keep me chained to her side. I won't let them have their way this time. 5 In my past life, I had always suspected Savannah was behind the bullying I endured. Even though I was the innocent victim, those girls treated me like a thorn in their side, targeting me relentlessly. My desk would constantly be covered in ink, chalk dust, and sticky, dried soda. If I handed in an assignment, it would invariably be returned to me defaced with vile, disgusting insults. Or... just like what was happening right now. Written in bold letters across the classroom whiteboard were phrases like: "Avery is a slut," "Shameless whore," and "Cheap trash." When I walked into the classroom, some students looked worried, while others wore expressions of eager anticipation, waiting for the drama. But to everyone's surprise, I didn't furiously demand to know who did it, nor did I panic and try to erase the words. I simply walked to my seat, sat down, and calmly opened my textbook to read. As the digital clock above the whiteboard ticked closer to the start of homeroom, some students started shifting uneasily in their seats. They exchanged nervous glances. Finally, one guy stood up and grabbed the eraser. I smiled. "Tyler, you're not on whiteboard duty today. Why are you erasing that?" He looked flustered. "Leaving these words up here... it's not good, right?" I kept smiling, but my voice dropped several degrees, loud enough for the entire room to hear. "There's nothing wrong with it. Leave it up. Or... did you write it?" He hastily denied it. "If you didn't write it, why are you erasing it? Nobody touches that board! Whoever erases it, I'll assume is the culprit." He was stunned into silence and awkwardly shuffled back to his seat. The unspoken rule of high school bullying is that these petty, malicious acts must be done secretly. You can't let a teacher catch you red-handed. Even if they do catch you, you have to be able to play it off as "just messing around." But this was clearly crossing a massive line. The homeroom teacher could walk in at any second. Maybe this minute, maybe the next. Finally, someone couldn't sit still anymore. She marched to the front and wiped the board completely clean. It was Tyler's crush, Blair. She looked incredibly plain—average looks, average grades, average family background. Savannah looked down on her, but Blair was more than happy to act as Savannah's loyal lapdog, doing her dirty work. Too bad for her, they wouldn't even be speaking to each other by the time graduation rolled around. I walked straight up to her. "Blair, did you do this?" Her eyes darted away, but she forced herself to act tough. "So what if I did? You messed with Hunter. Do you really have zero self-awareness?" She was trying to use Hunter's reputation to scare me into backing down. I smiled, grabbed her by the collar, and dragged her forcefully down the hall, kicking the door to Hunter's classroom wide open. Savannah was in there too. Naturally, Hunter hadn't arrived for homeroom yet, but that didn't matter. Even though the room fell dead silent the moment I kicked the door open, I still slammed my hand onto the teacher's podium. "Hey, Class 4! Your boy Hunter lost a bet and is too much of a coward to own it, so he sends girls to do his dirty work. Do me a favor and pass a message to him. "If you can't handle losing, don't play the game. Pathetic loser." 6 I went viral. Literally. It got so bad the homeroom teacher hauled me into his office. Both of our parents were called in. Tyler's mother was a very plain-looking woman, likely a stay-at-home mom, and she looked incredibly nervous. My parents couldn't make it right away; they said they'd be there later. In front of the teacher and his mother, Tyler's story did a complete 180. "I was just playing a joke with a classmate. You're completely overreacting," he mumbled, looking down like he was the one being victimized. His mother nodded vigorously. "Yes, Mr. Davis. Our boy is usually so well-behaved. This must be a huge misunderstanding." The teacher looked at me. "Students should be kind to one another. We can't have this kind of intense hostility. How about you both apologize, write a reflection essay, read it at the assembly next week, and we just put this behind us?" Everyone loves "jokes," huh? Why is your sense of humor so twisted? I let out a cold, sarcastic chuckle. "Sure. Tyler, why don't you repeat the exact 'joke' you wrote on the board to your mom right now? If you do, I'll let it go." He snapped his head up, glaring at me with venomous eyes. My voice was dead calm. "There are some jokes that, if you wouldn't say them to your own mother, you shouldn't say them to another girl. Since you think it was just a joke, who's going to say it now? You, or me?" He stammered, unable to form a single word. He wouldn't say it, so I did. I repeated the vile words written on the whiteboard, syllable by syllable. His mother finally realized what her "well-behaved" angel had been up to. She was shaking with rage. Right then, I gave him an out. "I know this wasn't originally your idea. Did someone else tell you to do it? Who was it? Tell me, and I won't hold you responsible." Just as he hesitated, about to spit out the name, a knock came at the door. "Reporting." Hunter called out and walked in without waiting for the teacher to say 'come in.' I don't know how long he'd been listening, but he spoke immediately. "Don't bother. I know who it is." He walked up to Tyler, looking down at him. "Savannah, right?" He looked at me, rolling his eyes. "I, Hunter, am not a sore loser. I've already told everyone: from now on, absolutely no one is allowed to give you a hard time." Hunter was arrogant and proud. Dragging him into this mess had actually paid off. At this point, I didn't care about their petty high school drama, but... Flies aren't deadly, but they are incredibly disgusting. They knew how to use others' influence to bully me, and now I knew how to do the same. Sharpening the axe won't delay the woodcutting. From now on, I wouldn't have to waste my study time dealing with this garbage. Just as I was thinking this, a man burst into the office and slapped me hard across the face. "You ungrateful wretch! Teaming up with outsiders to spread vicious rumors about your own cousin! How did I raise a daughter like you? Apologize to her right now!" My mother didn't stop him. She just told the teacher that I was completely out of line and that they would teach me a strict lesson. It seems the news of what Savannah did had been broadcasted by Hunter. My nose burned. A trail of blood ran down my lip, and the metallic taste of copper filled my throat. I sneered internally, feeling a wave of deep sorrow: I really wanted to know, how the hell did I end up as your daughter? 7 Everyone in the room was stunned. The sudden, brutal escalation of violence was completely unexpected. I was the calmest person in the room. I pulled a tissue from my pocket, pinched my bleeding nose, and looked at the teacher. "Can I still apply for campus housing?" I lowered my eyelashes. "Staying at home makes it very difficult for me to study." As for the reason why, everyone in the room now had a crystal-clear picture. Having a toxic family like this was terrifying. The homeroom teacher stammered. Everything had happened so fast, he hadn't even had a chance to try and smooth things over. "What do you mean?! Do we starve you? Do we not buy you clothes? You frame your cousin, and now you're playing the victim?!" He raised his hand to hit me across the back, but shockingly, Hunter stepped in and blocked his arm. I hadn't even said a word, but Hunter apparently understood everything. "You're a teenager messing around with sketchy people! Raising a dog is better than raising you; at least a dog wags its tail! You only embarrass me in public! You're not going to school for the next two days, you're coming home with me right now!" He reached out to drag me away. The homeroom teacher finally snapped out of it, standing up and blocking his path. Tyler's mother also quickly pulled me aside. "Mr. Miller, I think you're misunderstanding the situation. You weren't called here today because Avery did something wrong. And we don't tolerate hitting children here." Hunter wasn't intimidated by my dad in the slightest. He stepped forward, his tall frame forcing my dad to take a subconscious half-step back. "The other day, I was just playing a joke on your daughter. My bad. "As for Savannah, I'm the one who leaked that information. It has nothing to do with Avery. But it wasn't a rumor; it's the truth. If you have a problem with it, take it up with me. Bullying your own kid just proves you're a coward." Tyler's mom instinctively patted my shoulder, trying to comfort me. In her arms, I actually felt a shred of warmth. Meanwhile, my own biological mother was only worried that this arrogant, hot-headed student might actually throw a punch at her husband. Even if I had genuinely been beaten, she would have just stood on the sidelines urging me to quickly admit I was wrong. I had told myself I had accepted not being loved by them. Yet, being held by a total stranger, my heart trembled, and I was on the verge of tears.

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