I lost a game of Truth or Dare, and my penalty was to text Julian Thorne. I typed out the dare: [You’re the one who forced me into this twisted relationship—not quite an adopted son, not quite a lover.] The second it sent, I panicked and hit "unsend." [Sorry, wrong person.] One second later, my phone rang. It was Julian. Beside me, my roommate yelled, "Hey Sawyer, where are the condoms?" Over the phone, Julian’s voice dropped to sub-zero temperatures. "What are you doing?" I looked around the room. My roommates had cleared the mahjong table and replaced it with enough snacks and drinks to fuel a small army. They were clearly pulling an all-nighter. I smirked into the receiver. "Getting a room." A few hours later, I found Julian standing outside my dorm building. 1 I lost at mahjong. The punishment was a dare. The dare was to send a line of dialogue from a soap opera to the person pinned at the top of my chat list. [You’re the one who forced me into this twisted relationship—not quite an adopted son, not quite a lover.] I stared at the pinned contact: Julian Thorne. My throat went dry. Can I really send this? This is playing with fire. My roommates were jeering, making sure I didn't chicken out. I took a deep breath, steeled my nerves, and hit send. Three seconds later, I unsent it. But I watched as the little "Typing..." bubble appeared. Then it vanished. Then my screen lit up with an incoming call. My hand shook so hard I almost threw my phone across the room. My roommate, Leo, winked at me. "Who'd you text? They called back fast." I ignored his teasing and bolted for the balcony. When I pressed answer, my heart was pounding like a drum solo. This was our first conversation since we parted on bad terms three months ago. "Julian," I said, my voice dry. There was a pause on the other end. "I'm your elder. You should call me Uncle Julian." He's not my uncle. He's barely older than me—definitely younger than my dad would have been. He just insists on the title because he and my late father were "brothers." Julian was clearly hung up on the text. "Just now, you..." Before he could finish, my dorm president, Greg, yelled from inside the room: "Sawyer! Where are the condoms?" Greg had just lost a round of Truth or Dare and had to make everyone's bed. He was asking for the duvet covers, but in his slang, it sounded... suggestive. Greg has a voice that carries. I guarantee Julian heard it. Because the line went dead silent. I couldn't even hear him breathing. After a long pause, his voice came through, colder than liquid nitrogen. "Sawyer. What are you doing?" I looked back at the mahjong table, the scattered chip bags, the beer cans, and my roommates' excited faces ready for a night of debauchery. I let the devil take the wheel. I chuckled. "Getting a room. What else?" Julian laughed. It was a dry, angry sound. "Stop messing around." Damn man. When I confessed to you, you said I was too young and didn't understand my feelings. Now you care? I hung up on him. Click. The phone rang again. And again. I put it on silent. I went back inside and told everyone to keep playing. Julian sent one last text. [Sawyer, don't make me come get you.] I scoffed. Like he'd drive all the way to campus in the middle of the night just to catch me. 2 Turns out, you shouldn't tempt fate. We played for another two hours. It was only 11 PM. We ran out of snacks and beer. I volunteered to go on a run. I needed a breather anyway. Walking downstairs, I checked my phone. Julian had blown it up with messages. I couldn't deny the twisted satisfaction I felt. He cares so much, yet he keeps pushing me away. The thought made me frustrated. I ran a hand through my hair and fished a cigarette out of my pocket. Just as I lit it, I saw a figure standing under the streetlamp outside the dorm. The light was dim, but I knew that silhouette. Julian. He saw me, too. He started walking toward me. My stomach dropped. Instinctively, I hid the cigarette in my palm. Julian hates smoking. He doesn't even know I smoke. I stammered, "W-what are you doing here?" "You know why." Julian grabbed my wrist and pried my fingers open, taking the cigarette. Only then did I feel the sting. In my panic, I’d burned my palm. "Since when do you smoke?" I opened my mouth and lied. "Just started a few days ago." Actually, I've smoked for years. I just played the good boy whenever he was around. Julian hummed but didn't press it. He walked to his car and gestured. "Get in." Sitting in the passenger seat, I noticed his hair was a little messy. There were shadows under his eyes. Guilt washed over me. His company has been swamped lately. And he drove all this way, late at night, just for me. I wanted to explain the text, but I wanted something else more. I wanted to know why he was so panicked. I wanted him to admit he cared. That he liked me. "Julian, you care about me, don't you? You're afraid I'll hook up with someone else, right?" Julian rubbed his temples, looking exhausted. He took off his coat and tossed it aside, his movements agitated. "Sawyer, this is an elder worrying about a junior. If your parents were here, they'd be worried too." My chest tightened. That excuse again. I lowered my head, not wanting to look at him, but I explained anyway. "I wasn't messing around. I lost a game of Truth or Dare. I sent it randomly." Julian sighed at my silence. He reached over and ruffled my hair. "You'll understand the difference eventually. Stop throwing tantrums, okay?" We hadn't had a real conversation in three months. Ever since I impulsively confessed after high school graduation, he'd put up a wall. He started sleeping at the office, avoiding coming home. I’d never been treated like that by him. So I gave him the cold shoulder right back. I missed him. I didn't want to fight anymore. "It's late. Stay here tonight. Drive back tomorrow." Julian nodded. "You go back to the dorm. I'll get a hotel." "Curfew's passed." A lie. But I wanted to be with him. Julian looked at me. Finally, he said nothing and drove us to a hotel. 3 Back at the hotel, Julian went out again. When he came back, he was holding a pharmacy bag. He beckoned. "Come here." I sat next to him obediently. He took out a tube of burn ointment and gestured for my hand. I gave him my right hand. He applied the ointment carefully. His fingertips brushed against my palm, sending shivers up my arm. I watched his lowered eyelashes. Like I was possessed, I leaned in. My lips barely grazed his eyelid before he dodged. He pushed me away. Just like that night three months ago. After my graduation party, I was riding a high. Julian took the day off just to be with me. That night, I got a little tipsy. Julian asked what I wanted for a graduation gift. I stared into his eyes, unable to stop myself from hugging him. "Uncle Julian, will you give me anything I want?" Julian hugged me back, laughing. "Of course. Whatever you want, Uncle will get it for you." The feelings I'd buried for years exploded. I cupped his face. And I kissed him. The moment our lips touched, he shoved me away. I fell back onto the sofa. "Uncle, I like you. Can I have you?" Julian stood up abruptly. His face was tight. His fists were clenched and shaking. "Sawyer, you're drunk." I shook my head frantically. "No, I'm not! I like you. I like you in the way that I want to be with you..." I tried to take his hand, but he avoided me. My heart ached. Julian wasn't comforting me like he used to. He stood there, cold and distant, telling me my feelings were an illusion. That I couldn't tell the difference between dependence and love. I was hearing the same lecture for the second time. The pain in my hand traveled to my chest. "I know the difference, Julian. I'm not a kid. I know what love is." But Julian is stubborn. Especially with me. He set the ointment down and stood up to leave. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I forced an ugly smile. "Julian, I don't get hard for people I don't like." Julian paused. Then he walked out without looking back. I barely slept. The next morning, I met him with dark circles under my eyes. He didn't ask. He drove me back to campus. When the car stopped, I realized we were parting ways again. I didn't move. I just wanted a few more minutes. Julian didn't rush me. He leaned back in his seat. "Sawyer, your parents are gone. They entrusted me to raise you. You call me Uncle, so I am your elder." "I don't want you wasting your time on me. I'm ten years older than you. You have youth and potential. Go look at other people." I stayed silent, protesting without words. Finally, Julian said: "Go. I have to leave too." 4 After that, we entered a weird "Cold War." He'd show appropriate concern, like an elder. But he stopped replying to my endless texts about my day. Like he was constantly reminding me: We are impossible. I knew how decisive Julian could be. But I was stubborn too. I threw myself into my studies, trying to numb the pain. My roommates thought I’d lost my mind. College freshman, grinding like a Ph.D. candidate. This went on for a month until Fall Break approached. Greg asked, "Sawyer, did you buy your ticket home?" I paused. Shook my head. "No. I'm not going back." There was a competition coming up. I planned to stay and prep. But mostly, I didn't know how to face Julian. I knew this drift was my fault. I pushed too hard. I was greedy. If I could do it over, maybe I wouldn't have been so impulsive. Then, even if Julian stayed my "Uncle" forever, he wouldn't push me away. I could still hug him, be his closest family. Greg patted my shoulder. "Alright. I'll bring you some local specialties when I get back." "Thanks," I smiled. I opened Julian's chat. Just a few sporadic messages over the last month. I stared at the screen. Maybe he heard me thinking about him, because the phone rang. It was Julian. I answered instantly. "Hello?" "Sawyer." His voice made my heart tremble. "Did you buy a ticket? If not, I'll have the driver pick you up..." For the first time in my life, I interrupted him. "Julian, I'm not coming back." Silence. He hadn't expected that. He paused for a few seconds, said a few polite words of concern, and hung up. I stared at the two-minute call log, feeling incredibly wronged. I say I'm not coming back, and you just let it go? For the next few days, I don't know if I was mad at Julian or myself. I focused entirely on the competition. Zero communication with him. Once, I even missed his call. Finally, on a break, I got a call from Driver Wang. "Hello, Uncle Wang?" His voice was frantic. "Sawyer! Mr. Thorne... he's been drinking all night. His stomach is acting up, but he won't go to the hospital, and he won't let anyone help him. I can't talk sense into him. I had to call you." Uncle Wang used to drive me to school. We were close. He knew to call me if anything happened to Julian. I frowned immediately. "Where is he?" "At home." I hung up and dialed Julian. It rang and rang. No answer. My anxiety spiked. I told Uncle Wang to watch him and call an ambulance if it got bad. Then I bought the next ticket home. 5 I got home after 10 PM. Uncle Wang had checked on him a few times. Stubborn as a mule. I don't know what got into him. No one forces Julian Thorne to drink these days. The house was dark. I fumbled for the light switch and saw Julian lying on the sofa. He eyes were closed. Asleep or passed out from pain? I walked over and squatted down, whispering. "Julian?" I touched his face. Hot. Worried he had a fever, I shook him. "Hey, don't sleep yet. Let me take your temperature. Take some medicine first." Julian opened his eyes and stared at me blankly. He looked pale. I'd never seen him this fragile. It broke my heart. I helped him sit up, grumbling, "Who pissed you off? Why drink so much? Don't you know your stomach is bad?" Julian leaned into me, taking the thermometer. "Why are you back?" I draped a blanket over him. "If I didn't come back, you'd die of pain." He didn't speak. I assumed he was still hurting. I stood up to make him honey water. Julian grabbed my wrist. "What?" He opened his mouth, then whispered, "Stomach hurts." I frowned and sat back down, gently rubbing his stomach. I used to do this when he came home drunk from business dinners. Maybe because of the alcohol, he didn't push me away. When he looked a bit better, I said, "Rest a bit, don't sleep. I'll make the water, then take the meds." Julian nodded. "Okay." By the time everything was done, it was late. I herded him to his bedroom and tucked him in. "Rest properly. You really don't care about your body." I was sleepy too. I turned to go to my room. "Sawyer," Julian called out. "When... are you going back to school?" My drowsiness vanished. I turned around, looking at him in disbelief. I run all the way back here, nurse him back to health, and all he cares about is when I leave? Am I an eyesore now? But seeing him sick and pale, I couldn't get angry. I glared at him, suffocating on my own frustration. "I'm leaving tomorrow." I slammed the door and left.
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