I discovered I was the villainess in a BL novel only after my boyfriend cheated on me with my childhood friend. Right now, my boyfriend and my childhood friend are locking lips with unmistakable passion. With tears in my eyes, I offered my blessings, willingly stepped aside as the "discarded woman," and immediately booked a one-way flight out of the country. No one knew that my boyfriend was a possessive psychopath. Three months later, someone blocked my doorway. My childhood friend licked my earlobe and asked, his voice dripping with grievance: "Yao Yao, you seduced me into stealing your boyfriend. How could you abandon me like this?" 1 I was comforting my best friend after her breakup. She got wasted. I half-dragged, half-carried her home. "Why is that douchebag here? Didn't you say he was on a business trip?" The "douchebag" in Chloe's vocabulary referred to only one person: my boyfriend, Shen Yan. A billionaire heir with a control freak streak a mile wide. No unauthorized friends. Three daily check-in calls. Phone inspections every night. Tonight, I had snuck out behind his back to drink with Chloe. I denied it instantly. "Impossible." But I instinctively looked where she was pointing. My heart nearly stopped. I clamped a hand over Chloe's mouth and dragged her into the bushes. Through the leaves, I saw it. My boyfriend was hugging someone. I almost laughed out loud. Yes! He's cheating! Finally, a reason to break up! I raised my phone to snap a picture, eager to secure the evidence. I squinted closer. Wait. The person he was hugging... looked like my childhood friend, Lu Yue. My brain short-circuited. Holy crap. My boyfriend is gay! Chloe let out a violent hiccup and threw up all over the ground. I missed my chance. The couple had already walked away. I was so mad I ripped a handful of leaves off the bush. Chloe, finally processing what she saw, squinted and slurred: "That person the douchebag was hugging... looked like a dude..." 2 That night, I had a nightmare. In the dream, I was a supporting character—the villainess—in a BL novel. The "Top" was the billionaire heir, my current boyfriend, Shen Yan. The "Bottom" was my childhood friend, Lu Yue. And me? I was the vicious female antagonist Shen Yan settled for after failing to get Lu Yue. In the story, after discovering Shen Yan was in love with Lu Yue, I went crazy and tried to stab him. I ended up in prison, miserable and disgraced. Shen Yan lovingly nursed the injured Lu Yue back to health, and they lived happily ever after. On the day of their wedding, the day I was released from prison, I got hit by a car and died. I woke up speechless for a second, then screamed: "Bullshit!" What an insult. If I actually liked that dog of a man Shen Yan, I’d walk into traffic or choke on water right now. Who in their right mind would like a psychopath like Shen Yan? It was slander! Pure slander! I was so angry I started crying. A raspy voice whispered in my ear. Someone wrapped an arm around my waist and asked: "Baby, who are you cursing? Why are you crying?" 3 I looked up and met Shen Yan's smiling eyes. My legs went weak. Last night, after dropping Chloe off, I tried to sneak home. The moment I opened the door, the house was pitch black. Before I could hit the lights, someone lifted my shirt, covered my mouth, pinned me against the wall, and kissed me forcefully. "Baby, you smell like alcohol. Where did you go?" He "stir-fried" me all night long. No matter how I tried to explain, he wouldn't listen. I couldn't understand. Did Lu Yue not satisfy him? Useless. I retorted immediately, full of righteous indignation: "I dreamed you cheated on me." Shen Yan's smile didn't falter. His hand under the covers was tearing at my nightgown. This was the twenty-third nightgown this month! I held it down desperately. I continued: "I also dreamed that not only did you cheat, you came out of the closet!" The wandering hand finally stopped. Shen Yan stopped smiling. His eyes hinted at danger. Seizing his moment of guilt, I went for the kill. I said with absolute calm: "I want to break up." Shen Yan laughed again. An angry laugh. "Breaking up over a ridiculous dream? Are you playing with me?" He pinched the back of my neck, gritting his teeth: "Don't forget, you're the 'treasure' your father pawned to me. "We only break up when I say so." 4 Breakup attempt failed. I was locked in the "dark room" for a month. Shen Yan called it his "rut period" and claimed he needed my comfort. Honestly, among all the "beasts," mermen are the prettiest. All sparkly and shiny. But eating the same dish every day gets old. Especially when that dish is a blackened, yandere, neurotic mess. I couldn't handle it. I couldn't chew it. I needed someone to share the burden. We're all sisters here; I shouldn't hoard the goods. So I sought out Lu Yue. Lu Yue elegantly cut my steak and handed it to me. "Yao Yao, you haven't come to see me in so long. I thought you hated me." That "Yao Yao"—so soft, so dripping with tenderness. No wonder he's a fox spirit. In the past, that tone would have given me goosebumps. Lu Yue loved calling me that back then. Before he was reclaimed by the Lu family, he was even more twisted than he is now. Whenever he called my name, I knew I was in for it. A swarm of girls who liked him would get jealous and bully me. They'd splash water on me, scare me with bugs, pour boiling water on me, force me to run laps in the summer heat. Only by sticking to his side 24/7 could I avoid the torment. Which, of course, made me a thorn in the girls' eyes. I knew it was all his sick game. When he was unhappy, he'd sic those girls on me. Then, when I was at my lowest, he'd pretend to be the kind, gentle savior, expecting me to be grateful. Lu Yue wanted me to fall madly in love with him, just like those girls. Because he said he liked me. But I didn't like him, so he wanted me to suffer. I said coldly, "You're overthinking it." Lu Yue smiled and stole a piece of meat from my plate. A piece I had already bitten. "I still prefer Yao Yao's things." Lu Yue licked his lips, radiating seduction. Psycho. I cursed internally and gave him a dirty look. I asked: "Why did you go see Shen Yan?" Lu Yue looked at me, eyes full of doting affection. Like he was indulging a tantrum-throwing girlfriend. "Because you wouldn't come out to see me, Yao Yao. So I had to go find Shen Yan." He smiled again. "Shen Yan seemed much happier to see me than you did." I jumped up in rage. My heels were too high; I almost twisted my ankle. My voice was shrill, bordering on hysterical: "You know how much I love Shen Yan, yet you go and seduce him! You just can't stand to see me happy, can you?"
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